| Well I have a new Job.. Im a customer service rep for DIRECTV... it's soo much fun.. Not pfft soo much childish acts it's like highschool all over agian.. oh well i think that I will live but all in all it pays well. |
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| You know that your past is abandoning you whenever you go through your old phonebook in your old cell phone and 3/4 of the numbers are disconnected. I wanted to get in touch with certain people and couldn't. Damn murphy's law. And then all of my friends are suddenly coming to me seeking help and asking me to pray for him.I don't know but certain people contact me for certain reasons. Music is my life and is opening my eyes to many possibilities. I am in love with my life for once.If only my dream could be fullfilled. |
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| okay anyway.. Mom is okay still have no clue to an entirety of what the hell is wrong with her. She was in the hospital til thursday night and she called me and was like I'm home... I was super surprised.. Also I have been super busy. today was payday got paid 400$ yay!! haha and was excited about that I am changing my major and have to talk to amlund about it.. I am just i little furious with the fact that she went and changed my classes without my permission.. I was pissed!!!!!!!!! That is my domain don't mess with it. I also talked to my friend Adam today.. he really needs to cheer up  he's been low bc hes been single for two months.. In my opinion he needs to embrace life for how it is and move on enjoy being single.. i mean i'll mope around every once and a while but not all the time.. i mean me being perky and happy wasn't always the case.. Maybe i need to mold shape and conform him into someone like me.. hahahahaha
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| okay so here's the deal.. Saturday afternoon I went to call my mom's cell phone and I got my dad and found out that she was in the hospital I brushed it off thinking that it was another stomach ulcer. I went on with my everyday life work and such without even asking my dad what was wrong. then tonight I get home from work and my dad tells me she has a TUMOR.. a what!! yes a brain tumor.. in her head.. and he puts me on a guilt trip as if I don't feel bad alredy for not asking he brings up how when i used to get mad at her and would wish her dead..then he also brought up the topic of how if she dies we lose the house... IF SHE DIES... I LOSE MY MOM!!! that's what I'm worried about.. now i'm sitting here wallowing in all that I have done feeling super guilty so yeah.. life basically sucks.. |
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| let's see.. yesterday an interesting day my typical tuesday but, during common I had my absence meeting. I got myself into help organizing the poetry bash for the slam poet and I also am going to organize a poetry reading once a month.. ^^ who would have thought that little freshman me could have done this stuff. Then after I started talking to this one guy named Jason who is in 2 of my classes who is simply amazing. We studied for our night class together and alisha came too. Then today we are doing our quizzes online today for edpsych. I actually kinda like him. I guess I'll have to see where this goes.. ^^ <333 |
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